खुसी असामान्जस्यताको

फेदी र मैदानको दुइबाटो हुँदा हुँदै साँघुरो कोठाका अनि त्यसको नापमा अटाउनु पर्दा कोक्रायाइँदा ब्रोइलर भएको विर्सन सकिन्न तर भाव र संवेदना जिउँका तिउँ किन कसरी त्यसको नत उत्तर छ न केलाउने शब्द ।
आज किन किन पाठ पल्टाएको थिएँ तर सायद भावना पनि पिरौलो आयो । न भाव बाँड्ने मित्र होलान फेरी त्यही शुन्यताको परिधि अनि आखाँका तरेली र आत्माको प्रति प्रश्न । न त्यसमा कहिले विहानी, दिन र रातको संवेदना । केवल चिनारी पलका । त्यान्द्रो भोली, पर्सी अनि अर्को पर्सिको ।

Worsening thoughts and its Negative Impacts

      Sometime parental meeting is absurd and meaninglessness, it alike thoughts of own would worsen  to be negative. Some days or months or in year’s eternal  child in society may arouse feeling awkward. The preamble of justice in pursuit of happiness and being calm in children psychology and in cerebellum remains ever unquestioned unless some scratch of their mind of unnecessary guiltiness and role of family members. Giving birth and growing are basic one. But to impoverish child, to bear them, to provide quality education in satisfactory environment and uphold them as good family member and a renowned associate to society is liable. If there is economic prosperity in family once in a part of tenant but after and after decades it will be worsening too. This dogmatic view or rule would not only imply to ruling class but to economic and to bourgeoisie. But, how to make your family commune relies to members itself.  The lack of dignity and behavior due to lack of education up bring members to conflict and raise unhappy environment. Another major cause is lack of materialistic view due to essence of money too.In Bhagwat Gita human body is taken as heavenly thing and work(karma) is treated as functions of body. And in this effort you would find your spirit of goodness in your heart and mind told by shree Krishna.But, in west ethos, thanatos, Titans all are mixture and Eros and Aphrodite are part of life. Jesus though crucified helped us as a sacred life.Beyond religion now the present day this is not the world of amours and priests, neither lawyers and popes it is a rule of modernization, industrialization, development and urbanization. So on indulging with science and taking extreme use of media and books and travel impacts on mind of people relying every part of world only a citric  boundary of wealth is nonsense unless you have will, tricks and money.         Bureaucrats, officials and government leaders should not be incumbent to rely its forces on the segment of laws and labour too in order for every individuals, family members, teachers,students, doctors, peasants, farmers and conscious so the development of thoughts on new era of module that I think of 21^st century would be better and fruitful.Than beating with superstitious thoughts to child and taking himself/herself mere gossiping brings a haphazard to their mind.

VACANT IDEAS AFTER NO DEAL ON MEDIA

                                          

No idea emerges. Only distinct and standing thought of existence. Because as world only seems for words seen on Newspaper, online, TV and news. Society bounds only on room and words little bit strange and absurd always chattered.
                I think it is a right time for travel now. Where next is not discussed and unplanned myself.  It is now all about exams. For about Girls it may be but ever distinguished and love I am reduced to only kiss, bow and behold. But the extremist of pattern from then like to blossom rose and claiming valentine is a dream itself. Thought emerges who will accept from this insane.
                But to listening love songs is hazard to me because a way to find love from girlfriend not except paternal love will be of heavenly things. You are delighted or felt nonsense to feelings but it is true. Sometime I think to be drunkard and to tease passing beautiful girls walking on street but it seems unusual. From that very day what will happen next. Songs are beautiful or sad.
                Life is becoming worsened without money and apart from that instinct all were abandoned. And for a coffee to a restaurant has always a dream than person alike could not have possession of love with materialistic approach. But thoughts occur if human body is supreme why he could not be pleased without matter. I bought Gita but not well read due to exams. It been worsen day to read but matter to read is extensive. Likewise the weight is to pass anyhow. May lord Vishnu will pave the way to my little afford on this part as he helped Arjuna in Mahabharat epic.
                Perhaps nothing new than that after my exam I would get pleasure to join as media as a freelancer. Would it not be a great deal? It’s much to me. But for exam to next month I have to read twisting my knees for nearly about sixteen hours per day. But all are mere a gossip.
                Except this life what implies to me never discussed through inner heart. One I distinguished in teenage as hard effort to do and assembled future as a huge destination to view as a prediction for my interest to become what I want to be. I thought to be a media entrepreneur. Instead of failure became unconscious remaining lying on bed for so many years as a patient to be on comma. Besides than, What has happened it remains closed to me and don’t want to disclose. Because years has been ruined.
                Now, it is for new days and the time to mingle with new ways to achieve life not as a passive but to be activist. Activist of arousing thoughts as a commerce of inventing ideas of being rationalist in appreciation of ideas, feelings, norms, values and integration of family and society members to over reach to coalition of upbringing myself and own self as a major role of getting talent. It’s an idea of being an output of being an amateur. So, life is not ruined and it has just started. Now, the question emerges how to be bookish.
                Time passed it passes on.  No fate is surmounted by scorn I overheard from my mama and later read. Life is bitter without hopes not generated in future. But, Instead it makes me sleepy in the past because of my illness harm to go to college. And friend circles are neutral. Life to me was a stage as of William Shakespeare. It is a stage and life is a drama where everybody showing act as an instinct as a player himself in a drama. How much I enroll in my writings I discuss would be noticed later on my upcoming months but really I was to emerge on Philosophy, Psychology and Western Philosophy. But to that extent you readers assume it was huge mistake to read like this but feelings and thoughts never be exploited on individuals writing.
                But a major concern, my body is becoming lazy and it should be exercised and always be freshen. I think it’s time of jogging after months. One thing lacks I think awakening morning and sleeping on right time should be followed.
                Thanks to the recent World Cup football series which refreshment  and the month of July, 2018 on which I have to write something new of and for my lifetimes which will be little one and fruitful to read the article later on. Finished…

चिसो छिडीमा रन्किएका आवाज

चित्कार र अनेकानन आवाज सल्बलाउँदा कतै निदरीमा व्यग्र त दिएनन् ! व्यग्रौला सांकेतिक आँखा र मानिसका जुत्तिला शब्दका भण्डारबाट खित्किएका आवाजले निदरी लुटिरहेका छन् । गणतान्त्रक देशमा लाटोलाई चोइटो हानी खेद गरिरएका व्यग्र तिरस्कार जस्तो सायद अचानोमा मासु चोइटिएको जस्तो !
चिसो पानीले आज मैले नुहाएको थिएँ तातोपानी एक्कासी म¥यो हाँस उठ्ने होला पढ्न तर मलाई इन्तु न चिन्तु भयो चीसै पानीले नुहाउँदा । काठमाडौंको एकान्तवासी एकान्त नै मनपर्ने तर कता केही रित्तताको महसुसले सँधै बौरिँदो जस्तो । चोइटिएको घाउ रित्तो मानसिकताको , एउटा मानिसको सल्बलाएको चिन्तनलाई चारैप्रहारबाट खिज्याउँदाको मानसिकता कस्तो हँुदो हो । उसका चारैकुनामा खल्बलिएको जीवनको यात्रा कस्तो होला ?  जीवनमा सधैँ बहुआयामिक हुने प्रतिभामा ह्रास आउला ? त्यस्तै सैद्वान्तिक विचलनमा लामो समय सम्म टिक्यो ? रातौं प्रहर निन्द्राको वास नहुँदा स्वास्थ्य शिथिल हुँदै जाने संकेत भयो ।
यस्तै, अनेकान दुविधा रहेता पनि फागुन महिनाको शुरुवातमा भने परिक्षाको दोसाँधमा म आफ्नो सन्तोषको लागि एउटा लेख लेख्ने जमर्को कसेको नै हुँ ।
मानिसले सोचलाई कहिल्यै त्याग्नु नहूँदो रहेछ, सोच विनको मानिस समाजमा ज्याद्रो कहलिने हो रे !  म करिब धेरै समय सोच बिनाको मान्छे जस्तै भौतारिए समयको साढे सातले यस्तै वनायो । अब त धेरै कुरा गर्नुपर्दैन भनि क्याम्पसमा दाखिल भएको छु । केही होला सायद परिक्षा रामै्र हुने हो कि !
   मानिसलाई पहिचान गर्ने आधार उसको वोलिको प्रभावशालिता, उसको आर्थिक जीवन र उसाको त्याग, उसको जीवनयापन र वानी व्यवहार र सामाजिक सहिष्णुता हो ।
     म मा विगतमा यस्तो सोचको पारदर्शिता स्वयमं कुण्ठित र कठिनताको संयम शक्ति र औपचारिक बोल्ने वानीको सामार्थ कम भएको हो की भन्ने तात्पर्यताले आफैं शुन्यताको आभास पाएको मशसुस गरेँ । हो विद्यार्थी भएछी प्रत्येक पुस्तकका पानामा हरेक शब्द शब्द केलाएर पढ्ने बानी पर्नुपर्ने रशेछ । किताबी कोरा अध्ययनले सो मानिसको गिदी भद्दा पार्दो रहेछ ।
      कुण्ठित जीवन जिउनु नर्कको वास हो । इतिहास, भुगोल, संस्कृति, विज्ञान, खगोल शास्त्रमा ध्यान कसरी बटाउने । तर अबका घडीमा के शास्त्र के पढ्नु पर्ला म आफैँ दंग छु । परिक्षा नतिजा जति आए नी प्रभावित हुने त होइन । तर समयको परिधि भित्र असामान्जस्य दैनिक वातावरण र दैनिक समयको वातावरण र दैनिक समयको पावन्दीले मलाई हस्तक्षेपको विन्दु खडा गरिदेला । त्यो त्यही समयको विन्दुले नै हटाउने होला !
       संगित सुन्नु पर्ने विषय बनेको छ । तर संगित नेपाली, हिन्दी, अंग्रजी सबै प्यारा नै छन् । रोमान्टिक, ट्रयाजिक, लोक सुन्ने गर्छु । अरु त त्यही काम छँदै छ । आजको वीट यती नै अरु ब्लगमा पोष्ट गरौंला ।
       तर अनेकानन गुन्जिएका आफ्नो पेरिफेरी मन्दा टाढा टाढाका शब्दले नि कठ्याङग्रिदा शिरेटो रातमा चिसो कानमा चिसो शब्दबाट
खनीने वोइयात शब्दले निन्द्रा लाई तमाचा कहिले मार्ला । इतीश्री !

Corruption in Republic is a common Agenda ?

                                 
Corruption has no more in Republic who says? The rumors that  agenda of party policies and in advantage to upcoming Election Campaigns to take huge donations  from their party , the commoners and industralists.
   Corruption is a huge crime mere than bombardments taking place. If these types of thoughts would emerged to the leaders, the thought from the peace process to make New Nepal as Switzerland who denies.
Corruption has become common agenda to VDC(municipalities). If you go there to make loans to your land to decorate your house you have to first visit to low level staff to let them some amounts than he would carry on message to chief. In between primary accountant demand some more money limit than government policy. You are hindered as a deer on your own circumstances for your will. Expenditures of lakhs will arrive. At last, your face would redden.Your house for 5 to 6 days would begin of ruin temperment with your family members.
For checking government policies and Executives the Civil Investigative Authority was built. To minimize taking bribes late King Gyanendra on his duration make Royal Commossion. Also the leaders later on the process of constitution making made Melmilap Ayog thorugh on which Constituent Assembly is supreme to decide to culprits on case of Corruption. CIA is full of power and charged case to the person directly to court. But in democracy when constituent assembly is topper it has just a self release to crime .
         CPN(M) had give a candidate to a lady related to Golcha family demanded 30 million for a set of party member in constituent assembly.These are only samples . Sudan Corruption, Militia Corruption, Demanding money to foreigners are others.
        Nation after being democratic republic taking bribes are no more questionable. All Party relatives to party candidates had had to take a seat. Parties which later first gave impression to public their demand to make nation on the way of developments are to become cheaters to collect money only to fill the pockets. Talking about bureaucracy of country it has its old disease. Now, how people would choose right candidate and to trust them belongings they are the good servicers of New Nepal were become mere a question itself paused.
Sufficiently, to have a flat, to take a land there are brokers. In Nepal general public has to pay vat with extra service tax to get a launch in restaura. Neither wealthy nor poor each and every person are regularizing in this big bang theory of Corruption continuously and they are getting pleasure. This is a custody and just we are enjoing in it.
At Eleventh hour, King Prithivi Narayan Shah has said taking and letting bribe is fault. If our nation building parties get realized with this serious situation and make internal force to handle this period. Really, in public money seems weighty. And the Nation’s future would grow upon other sector of development parts. Otherwise, a chat should always to be heard Nepalese are people of developing nation, our country and we people are very poor. Is that our glory?

A japan's Holy city Shingu

A holy hilly tourist region in west of Japan is Shingu city too. Travelling is itself funny. Most of us loved to travel. If you have ever reached Japan and worked so far you will believed how much efficiency, power and systematic labour you had had to pay their about. But leave the reality.

                In presence LDP party Shinzo Abe ruling bloc wins election next time reaching two third of majority in the party existing on Diet. The Country as a super power almost in Asia as afar to the world  wherein Political Stability, technology, economy, scientifically and environmentally. People in Nepal apply visa for Japan spending a million so far. But they are somehow crazy to take Japanese language first. It is their necessity to learn the distinguish hiragana & Takanaka. We Nepali students first falsify to Japanese letters and the boundries to spell them. 

                Unknowingly we bought to much electronic and electrical appliances made with so much Japanese technology from our life. Friends I had a Iron, Diaster named on it which splash water for Ironing my pant when I was at school. I never run to the name meantime. I use it and go to school with check Ironed shirt and tie. I pretend that was my luckiest dress. First, I pitch my sleeve and run to my study. Later I find that brand was associated to Japanese technology. Somehow Hitachi, Sony, Nippon, Kenstar, Citizen, Kodak, Canon,Hundai, Toyota, Tata and so far how many names that had been used in my life or have not known are brand names of Japan that are to be be slaved by us. I mean we had had to serve them.

                So many of us have gone, I loved Japan for reason of developed not but the reason of labourious people. The labor that raise the fallen country from the war. In 6 & 9 August 1945 the calamities of Bombs named Little Boy & Fat man took lives of about ten of thousands of Japanese People by USA.

Now in this 21^st Century US was broadcasting his media Channels mingling with Japanese rules of technology. I mean if a labour is in people hand an octa decade could prove that it would be the best nation power over of the people by the people.

                                In the Kingdom of Japan Where sun never sets where mount K2 lies perhaps never people are silence. In First & Second world war People were divided into colonies and colonies, countries to countries and parties to parties. To the annexation countries fight. They used to throw huge amount of money on war fair. At last 2^nd world war ends with Hirosima and Nagasaki bombardment.

                But Japan with in a century no more has raised at the toppest list of the nation in the origin of universe.

           I taked to my friend to ask how to go to Toykyo. They often use to say “I haven’t know about but I am studing Japanese, I use to go there and glimpsing hm….. so far have to work hard” and to the question about money cost they say over one and half million but I was confused ask to consultancy You would figure out.

So, about articles, meaning most of articles we haven’t read may be we have fond of or carelessly thrown up.
         I found an article on online today oct. 23, 2017 (Monday) read about Shingu Hill. Shingu was sacred Pilgrimage where no residence are there. It is a house of dieties. Shingu is located on the bank of Kumano river. There is a Nagi tree which is 10000 year old. There is not any villa. There is calm and there people where foreigners from the west, north, south and East gathered. I mean from Europe, Asia, Africa, Australia, America and Japan itself Provides the people a enormous lunch of travel to there. They visit the nature. They shake there legs and mingle to the forests. At last, they get the enjoy they never heared.
Shingu was a war place before and now it is a nice destination for visitors.

Nepal is not Japan but a mirage to development. But Nepal is reach in forest and water. The forest and reserves should be prevented. Trees are not to uncut. And the way to go to woods should be easier to feel the wind and to punish lazy people who do not surpass to visit to rural forest.
As far to the sustainable development, first think, we were on a big bang domestic war for more than a decade but now we have to build our nation ourselves. Let us think about condition of own first more than a party. And the labor each day you cost to your country.

प्लेटोको दन्त्यकथा

जब मानिसहरु छाँया भित्रका गुफामा हुन्छन् प्रत्येक तस्बिर र मान्छेका आवाज खेलौना लाग्न थाल्छ । छाँया भित्रका मानिसलाई भावना र कुण्ठा अनि अतिरीक्त भौतिक सामाग्रीको अभावले साङग्लीमा जेलिएको जस्तो फिल हुन्छ । उनीहरुलाई हेर्ने दृष्टिकोण खेलौनारुपी हुन्छ । न उनीहरु यता उती जान नै सक्छन् गए पनि आफ्नै सर्कलका का साथीहरु जो व्यवहारमा प्राय उनीहरु जस्तै हुन्छन् ।
आगो अर्को भित्तामा सल्किएको हुन्छ तर पनि उनीहरु कैदिहरुलाई मात्र हेरिरहेका हुन्छन् । जब एक कैदिलाई माफि दिइन्छ र आफू बस्ने गुफाबाट निकालिन्छ उसलाई उठ्नै र घाँटीमा ठूलो अट्टाहस हुन्छ । उसले आफ्नो विगत तत्काल विर्सन्छ । त्यो एक किसिमको भ्रम हो भन्ने ठान्दछ । उसले हेर्न थालेका दृश्य चकिद हुँदै आफूले सँधै गुफामा हुँदा हेर्ने गरेको परिदृश्य विल्कुल झूठो हो भन्ने लिन्छ ।
उसलाई प्रकाशको किरणसँग सिँधै अवगत गराउन कोशिस गरिन्छ र उसको आँखामा ठूलो दुःख महशुस हुन्छ । उ अरु धर्तीमा देख्ने वस्तुहरुलाई हेर्न चाहँदैन । उ आफ्नो विचार गुमाएर तल खसेको हुन्छ । उ आफू माथि(छुट्टै) संसारमा कसरी समाहित हुन्छ त ?  उसले चन्द्रमा र ताराहरु नियाँल्छ, सूर्य भन्दा शितल त्यो आभास पाउँछ । पानीको परावर्तनमा उ रम्छ र म  त्यस्तै बन्न रुचाउँछ । संसारमा महिना र वर्ष कसले दियो ? यसको संरक्षक को हो उ भुल्दछ र उसका विगतका कैदमा परेका साथी पनि यस्तै हुन्छन् ।
उ आफैँ परिवर्तन हुन चाहन्छ । पहिलेका साथीसंगि विचलीत भएका हुन भनि तिनीहरुको जीवन तिरस्कृत गर्दछ । संगीहरु जो बनका कुनामा समय विताइ हेर्ने गर्छन्, को आफ्नो पिछा  गर्दैछ ? पहिले यहाँबाट अन्त जान को सोच्दैछ ? त्यहाँ उसले फर्कदा मान र खुसी पाउला र ?
होमर ले भनेका छन् गरिब गुरुको गरिब नोकर हुनु राम्रो
बाहिरी जीवन हेरेर आएको मान्छेले पछिल्लो जीवन स्विकार गर्ला ?
यदी यस्तै प्रतिष्पर्धा भएमा उसको हेराई टेढो हुँदैन थियो र आँखाले सिँधा हेर्ने गथ्र्यो नि । कसरी दृश्य हेर्ने यो बढी महत्वपूर्ण हुन्छ र सबभन्दा हाँसोलाग्दो कुरा पनि । उ जान त गयो तर उसको आँखा गएछ भनि आक्षेप लगाउने दुइ चार जना मान्छे भेटिन्छन् । उसले प्रतिवाद गरेमा उसले मरणासन्न कुटाई भेटाउला ।
उज्यालो सूर्य हो । सबै मान्छे घरमा वा एकान्तमा बाँचुन, राम्रो कुरा प्रतिको मोह सबैमा हुन्छ । यस्ता कुरा गर्न थाल्यो भने मान्छेले एक अर्कामा खिसिट्युरी गर्न थाल्दछन् । किनकी सबै मानिस सम्पूर्ण हुँदैन । मान्छेको आत्मा पनि अशुद्धै हुन्छ । कोही यस्ता होलान जो बाल्मिकी बाट रत्नाकर बनेका होलान् ? बरु रत्नाकर बाट बाल्मिकी बनेका धेरै होला । आझेलमा परेका विचारले न्याय पाउँदैनन । उ सँग कानूनसँग झुज्न सक्ने शक्ति हुनुपर्छ ।
   तिनछक्क पर्ने आँखा दुई किसिमका हुन्छन् । एउटा दिमागको हेराई अर्को शारिरीक । पहिले आत्मशुद्धि हुनुपर्छ ।
यसले अरुप्रति दयाको भाव उत्पन्न गराउँछ । अर्को सूर्य हेरेर गुफामा फर्केको व्यक्ति त्यहाँ पनि हास्न सकोस ।
       आत्मा बलियो र एकनासको बनाउन ज्ञान चाहिन्छ । सम्पूर्ण आत्मा पराधन भन्दा आत्मसन्तुष्टिमा लिन हुन सक्नुपर्छ । यो भए मान्छे एउटा सबल मष्त्स्किको मानिस पक्कै हुन्छ । मानिस गलत बाटोमा हिँडेको कसरी पत्ता लगाउने ?
यो सबै काम मानिसको शरिरको गुणसँग टासिएको कुरो हो । न यी शारिरीक व्यायामले वा आफुले गर्ने व्यवहारले निर्मुल हुन्छन् । त्यसका लागी हामीले जे देखिन्छ संकुचित तिर्षना फाल्नुपर्दछ । तर प्रत्येक यूवाको कमजोरी त्यही हो । उनीहरु शारिरीक लोभ लाभमा खान, पीन, परसंगीको चाहनामा आफ्नो आँखाले जे रोज्छ त्यही विचारमा लिप्त भइसकेका हुन्छन् । यदी उनीहरुलाई बोध भयो भने देशमा भलाई हुन्छ ।
यदी कैदीहरुले राम्ररी काम गर्न थाले र आफ्नो कामको उचित ज्याला र मान सम्मान पाउन थाले भने त्यो भन्दा राम्रो कुरा के त । चुनावमा भोट हाल्ने सभासदले उसको जिल्लालाई मात्र राम्रो हुने गरी काम गर्नु भन्दा पुरै राष्टीय झुकाव हुनुपर्छ । जसबाट नागरिकका आवश्यक मागहरु सफल हुन ।
दार्शनिक भनेका कसैलाई यो गर त्यो गर भनेर अराउने हैन । प्रजा देखि राजा सम्म वा राष्टप्रमुख देखि जनतासम्म सुशासन होस भन्ने व्यक्ति हुन् ।
के हाम्रा आँखाका नानी हराएका हुन् उज्यालो कसरी देखिन्छ ?
प्रत्येकले आफ्नो काम व्यवधान खटेर गर्नुपर्छ हाम्रो राज्य जस्तो ढिलासुस्तीमा होइन् । अनि मात्र तिमीले सोचेको जस्तो राज्य बन्दछ , राज्यका कर्मचारीहरु चाँदी र सुन खोज्ने हैन असल र खराब खोज्न थाल्ने छन् । कार्यालयमा जनताका मुददा, गरिबि र भोक हेर्दा घमासान युद्ध भएमा जनहित ओझेलमा पर्दछ ।
किनकी राजनैतिक धारणासँग सत्य दर्शन मेलखान आउँछ ।